Damn Him Poem by Allysyn Bryant

Damn Him



I thought I was okay
But now I see
That nothings change
I feel the same way.

This morning I woke up
And I was okay
In a happy mood
For the 1st time this week
And it could've lasted all day
It would of too but then
He asked me what's wrong...

Instantly I wanted to cry
I wanted to hold him tight
But I knew I couldn't
At that point I'd only be going backwards
Not forwards, like I need too.

I love him. Always will.
But I can't.
I can't love him anymore.
I can't be with him anymore.
I want to turn the page
But I can't
I need to get over him
But I can't

I miss him.

Why does he have to have that look?
Why does he have to look at me with those eyes?
Why does he have to hug me with arms that make me feel safe?
Why does he have to tell me he misses me too?
Why does he have to tell me that he still loves me?

Why?

Why can't I stop loving him?
Why can't I just let go?
Why do I feel like I need him?
Why do I want to cry whenever I remember what It use to be like?

Why?

Damn him for being the one I love most....


May 2008

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Dislocated Heart 11 July 2008

Below- the comments, i must agree with both of them. there must be a reason your not with him. 'no known cure for jerkdom' (dont kno if thats a word or not.. but just quotin the person below...) and with the dude 'Harry' like he said, there is always a way to fix what is wrong.. unless its 'jerkdom' (no cure for it yet.. idk if theres actually gonna be a cure.) but anyways.. if you love someone, you should be with them. unless they did something wrong to you. my own point of view now.. - nice poem. and i hope your not hurt anymore. take care and best wishes towards you in life. i hope one day you find your soulmate, who will never hurt you, leave you, lie to you, nor will break your heart. im so sorry for all the events in your life. take care, and you can talk to me if you want to. Justin

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Harry Couchon Jr 23 May 2008

Allysyn its's none of my business but why do you want the relatiomship to end if you still love each other there will be a way to fix whatever went wrong

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