I hate life and I want to die
No one around me seems to care
How bad I hurt
Maybe I will slit my wrist
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I keep asking myself why I am the way
That I am
Was I born this way, did I choose to be like this
Why do I like to be touched by a woman
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Death will be coming for me soon
I can feel it make its presence
Its rots my heart and destroys my soul
Death doesn’t want me to see
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The way that I am today, is no different
from the rest
Drowning in sin, darkened soul, lingering
thoughts of death
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When you are euphoric
You see things differently
The world seems brighter
Colors are electric
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Panic turns to manic
Scared was I before
I love this feeling
Of endless thoughts
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I am swimming in the sea of darkness
Stuggling to find my way to the surface
I sink deeper and deeper
As I struggle to hold my breath
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I'm on the verge of tears
It would just be easy just to end this
Endless suffering on the inside
Bursting out of me
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Why must this take hold of me again
I thought I was experiencing happiness
Over this everlasting sadness
That often times leave me paralyzed
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Enters the girl who is sad and lonely
Feels like she's living on borrowed time
Waiting patiently for her life to end
For her, this life has no meaning
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