Darkness Poem by carly bachor

lost in my insanity.
forgot my dignity.
gave up hope.
became insane.
became in pain.
drowning in this hate.
sinking at the bottomless pit.
crying out, there's no way out.
great pain.
no sanity.
whats this place...this can't be home!
the obsession.
these descretions.
im hated by this world.
im loved by this world of hate.
cant escape the fate.
the pain lingering inside, bubbling ready to emerge.
ready to inject venom to anyone near.
clear to me ive been bitten mulitiuple times.
searching for answers.
all i found was just more un-answered questions.
reality; constant dread.
instead of treading water im drowning in it.
wanting some love.
wanting some freedom.
wanting it to END!
but only see the beginning all over again
hanging by a thread
hanging by the rope around my neck
waiting for the release.
1,2,3 *SNAP* goes my neck.
good night.
for eternity.
never to return again.