Deception Poem by jayanta sengupta

You know the most difficult thing?
To be yourself...

And...the least painful...to be someone else...

To pretend, to be what you always wanted,

Insane and psyche,
Condemned still happy,
United in a way..that you loose everything..every damn thing...

Everytime you rise up..
Just to make yourself go down...fall down...,

I loose even if I win,
Deceptive yet true,
Funny..isnt?

Farther n dearer life has become..
Truth has always been a lie.

I m undone n wild,
Creative...like death,
I am happy but still curious