Departure! ! Poem by Neeharika Sharma

As time passes by
I realize what have i done
more than happiness
I have brought sadness
to people's lives
by being nice to them

I have taken a decision
on the basis of
what all happened...
and i am still not able to
overcome

why do i have to be nice to all
which makes them
fall in love with me

why do i have to be nice
when i can not revert back
what they feel for me

why do i need to be nice
when the only thing
I can give them is
seperation! !

I should better stop all this
stop ruining lives'
stop destrying hearts
stop hurting feelings
stop making people rigid
Just stop
Stop being NICE! !

I have nothing to give them
nothing to take from them
because all i have are
empty hands
and a small heart
with space for only one
which i have created
intentionally and forcefully
for the one
Who will remain with me for life

i have no priorities
i have no preferences
whatever is destined
will happen and
that only will happen

i will try to do my best
to hold it forever
though with just a bit of
patience and resistance

one day i would be dead
and may be
that would be
the happiest day of my life
coz then i would have no more
duties to complete
responsibilities to share
love to give
care to share
obligations to fulfill

then only i will be
FREE from
the clutches of this world

please let me be free
or give me some one
who will
Let me be free

Nanna...