my parents said they love me,
they would love me no matter what
i know that they love me, their son
they love me but they will never
accept me for who i am inside
they searched my room
they took my cellphone
they checked my computer
they found out i am gay
they found out about my boyfriend
they havent treated me the same since
they dont trust me anymore
deep down they hate who i am
my once happy life turned into a living nightmare
they bought books on having a gay son
they asked if i wanted to go to counseling
they have unreasonable fears for me
like getting beat up by the football team for fun
the older generations of my family would disown me
my parents think they are doing good to just not send
me away to military school
i know my life will be more difficult because of this
they think i will die sad and alone
sometimes they make me feel like i dont belong in this world
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem