Desole Poem by Adewale Ajakanri

My life was complete
But now its not
I lost it all, because am a street boy
She made me alive
Now I am dead
I'm laying here crying in my bed
Life is worthless without you

Have actually be a bad boy
I smoke w**d, I drink alco**l, I gam**e
Thoo I am educated, an educated street boy
All I want is live a street life and protect you
But right now is lay here and there
Spending nights at police custody ain't your choice

Your fam don't want me
It had been months without you
But all that I need is a last chance
One last chance to turn things around
Hoping she wouldn't turn me down

All I want is to hold her tight
And make her dreams come true tonight
I just want to make you happy
Instead of screaming, yelling and hurting you

I'm sorry for what I have done
I'm sorry for disappointing your family
I'm sorry for letting you down in front of your family
I'm sorry I made you shed tears in front of your friends
I'm sorry for been a bad boy
I'm sorry for living a rugged life
This is coming from my heart

I'm just asking for a brand new start
For you are my life
Without you I am nothing
So give it one last chance
And I will make it into something

I promise to make you star among your friends
I promise to make you a lady among ladies
I promise to buy you the finest jewelry
I promise to prove your family wrong

I love you so much and I can't let you go
So look into my eyes and say 'You love me'
As I tell you Desole(Sorry) ...