Does It Symbolise A Goodbye Poem by sovik mishra

I know all will tell me to get over you,
All will tell me get another exept you…
You were not my girl for me,
My girl is still waiting for me….
But those words ain't pull me out from you,
Cos I'm still in love with you…
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle,
But it's just you and me going through the mill…
No matter how hard I try,
You're gonna make me cry...
was that my mistake,
Did I take any wrong step..
Was that the mistake I didn’t tell you,
You are the only girl, and I am in love with you..
i can’t find the words But, if I could,
Then you know I surely would...
And if we walked away,
Just to think we still could try...
leaving might means taking chances,
but they are worth taking...
loving might be a mistake,
but it's worth maiking...
Someone please tell me why,
All that's happening here is the long goodbye...
I won't watch my life crashing down on me,
but waht to do when its your own hand want to kill me.......