Doesnt Matter Poem by Guadalupe martinez

I lock the door
Everything is fine...
I lie again
I try to be strong
But no one knows
I smile and laugh
Did you belief my act?
I sit on my bed
There is no body home
I take the knife and cut myself
It hurt it does
It burns my skin slow
While I see you by her side
It’s all this anger why I cut myself
No one sees
No one cares
I used to be strong but not anymore
I try to hide the fact that is gone
That I’m not the strong anymore
And that it doesn’t matter anymore
If I’m dead or alive….
I try to pretend everything is okay
But when I lock the door and hold my knife
I know that I’m not
And the next morning I get up I hide my scars
For that they my reminder and not for you to see
And yet sometimes they show
But it doesn’t matter anymore
Because you already know




september 15,2009