Doomed To Live A Life Without Freedom But Filled With Questions Poem by Krazy Rae

A cloud as black as night
sits over my head as
I brood and fester and steep
in my depression

I have no cheery I love you's
no sweet baby I miss you's
I am all alone for this period
of my punishment

All I wanted was to be with
you and it has cost me
everything maybe even
you. How could I live on if
I have lost you for good?

Must I always question the
faithfulness of those I love
when I am separated from
them? Why must I be alone?

Could it be too late for
apologies? Too late to
ask for you back?
I am plagued with questions

I cannot bear to think
of what could have
happened within this
period of time

I'm so tormented
beyond what I
am used to could
it be because no
one has made me
feel this way?

All these questions kill me
inside. I'm so frustrated
about having to live
within a shell I need
him to come and free
me or I may be doomed to
be locked in the prison of
No Love FOREVER