Double Interest Poem by Guarded Heart

i came into this knowing i was a toy
i knew we were just playing
i was told there was a girl who was competition
i know that i'm not perfect

i've seen her and i'm not impressed
i've considered the options to discover by best
i've talked it over and planned it out
i've decided i won't help you

you want it both ways
you want to have it all
you wish i had never found out
you know now your game is over

i'll let you figure it out
i'll let you learn your lesson
i'll let you explain to her
i'll let you do all the fixing

a double interest is dangerous
a game your bound to lose
a thing you've done a few times before
a wonder you still managed undeplored