Doubting My Life Poem by Karen Amador

i'm stuck in a world of lies
who do i trust?
so she leaves early
i'm tired of asking for you
i don't believe you anymore
you're here for yourself
and for once i ask you to stop being selfish
and take care of us


thanks for being there when he wasn't


so you my father i give you a choice over there or over here? ?

i'm tired of crying for help
you aren't there for us
you're here for yourself
not for us
and when we believe you will come
we end up alone
thanks i won't be able to sleep right
i'll be doubting my life
doubting that you'll be here if we cry for help
when we believe in you we always fall
where are you? ?
why don't you answer? ?