Dream..? Poem by Eli J Tod

It was a dream
I told myself so
Why so easily
Did I let myself go?

I was holding back
Not wanting to break
But that made me feel
Everything was fake

So I decided to dropp
To take the fall
Now I feel I have learned
Nothing at all

My lips are stubborn
Repeating 'Never again'
But to never love
Would be heartbreak, sin.

My old friend
Is here once more
My broken heart
I toss to the floor

Although I feel at loss
I know I have gained
Everything that sticks
I have learned through pain