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Fervent dull night smeared in sticky thick boredom paste Swerving cars outside the window geared to go back from B to A Droning faint sound of generator humming its one note serenade Of cyanide poison. The poison seeps in the entity slowly The waiting to depart, the waiting, waiting, hating, hating it's grating Stooped over paper writing, writing, biting, biting back all the mess The junk piled up inside rotting, rotting, squatting, squatting, squatting down Paralysed paranoia tinged memories skulking, smelling, stinking in Inside the body is mainly beyond nothing, a pulsar bleeped out of energy It just sort of drifts onward non Christian soldier walking to the end Bombed out, up, in, down, they all wonder why I always frown Can you do a smile? What point is there making a 'n' into a 'u'? Do you want to change those letters of the alphabet? I don't. Don't. I raise the negative and down with positive, I'm positive I'm negative Black and white curled film with miniature shadow souls in action It does not show the inside where the 'real' self quakes in traction No. not, don't, can't, won't, mustn't, didn't, haven't, I'm afraid not. Are we all out of hope yet? Hope was hung by a rope and faith fell away Bludgeoned to charred little blasted pieces of hate by events in life When you have a fraction to start with it fractions further reaction The same is tommorrow, yesterday with a different date, how I hate Those who proclaim that the future is bright and full of promise- bull Future is past, present but with more silver suits and light moon boots Space race quicken pace all keyboard I'm bored today I'm bored beyond. In bed at night, in the strong sunlight, in the bath, doing math, walk the path In a seat the statue of me, when I sat for my wasted Bachelors' degree Staring numbed well thumbed old worn book of life is f*** when I'm kicked punched Eating lunch, mechanical do the motions get sick of blink, blink, think, think
jasmine maddock
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