Elegy 011 Poem by Cristina M. Moldoveanu

it is so easy to kill me unknown brother
carved Samaritan image
do yourself a favor I'm an undecided blotch of color
indigo reaching for purple
shut at once the book you read from
and I'll become a butterfly with my wings crucified
a stain covering two pages

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maybe because of the need to forget
I see death as a hindrance on the wheel of torture
a camphorated ointment for nervous fibers ends
I'm closer today to the tree for hanging the noose
from which God forbid you to taste
look vanitas vanitatum
Yorick's head lies on your plate when you receive your alms
the candle the baked apple and the wheat porridge helping

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I stand up facing the wall
my voice isn't yet untied
I wonder what is stronger and if the heart tips the scales
my achy breaky heart
on the balance between life and death
there are a few extra grams of soul
we will need very tiny jewelry weights
psalm 103
Fibonacci's series the golden ratio

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look my child the soft carpet
my warm body upon which you step this sacred day
my soles are thin they stick to the red clay
I turn upon the potter's wheel
my everlasting mentioning
like I was that's how I'll stay
a crumb of Eucharist bread on your lips
the first one and the last