Envey Poem by cabby desired

I envy you
For you see
Your the only one that controls me
You are the one that makes me confused
You are the one that makes it so my mind can't choose
Your the only one that I question about
Your the only one that I've thought about this for so long
Trying to choose on whats going on
Don't try to tell me it's cause I can't figure you out
When all it is
Is my emotions that keep wondering about
While I lay here pondering
About whither I may like you
I'm slowly rotting waiting it through