Ex Lovers! ! ! Poem by Compton Wright

From the past time of lost relationships
I can hear them calling my name in my sleep
Making me twist and turn in my bedroom
Like nightmares haunting in pure midnight
Trying to have a piece of my body and my life
But I continue to avoid dangers and destruction
From such wrong decisions and mistakes
From being so nice to them after what we went through
Some come back like spirits and phantoms
And others come back with revenge and betrayal

Destroying loved ones and trapping me into a dead end
From each ex comes a broken piece of my heart
Still attach on their neck like a priceless necklace
Seeing their beauty taunting and seducing me
But I’m faithful but my will is starting to doubt
Telling me “how faithful are you? ”
As every time I see them now and than
It always the two subjects…lust and past

So many shatter remembrance of love and passion in a twine
I wished I didn’t have to feed them so many lies and tricks
To cover the ex lovers that I dated and done to them
As the different colored tears from each girl making
A rainbow waterfall that flooding my mental state of mind
Each one cheated, robbed and used me for their purposes
Such pain screams from my heart seeing and hearing them talk
Still a hidden passion to have a second shot at the love we lost
But the arguments and the breakups start to replay themselves
Like watching a flashback inside a classic theater acting it all out

Remembering hearing the cracks of a splitting heart
Breaking into two different parts the sweet and the bitter
Showing my true colors of what I truly am it glisten like glitter
As I told them “It is not enough you and me to bring growth”
They tried to apologize for everything they done to break us apart
I told them that there another that I love but they didn’t cared
They wanted me in the bedroom saying they needed a decent goodbye
They began to take off my clothing and begin to kiss and rub on my body
But I pushed them off, grabbed my clothes and left the room shaking my head
As they screamed and yelled “YOU’RE A FOOL! YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME! ”

Walking down the road of DC with complete guilt
Seeing my baby’s face in my mind, I felt like filth
I dropped on my knees and start to feel depressed and sad
Only wishing that my ex lovers would leave me in their past
So for my ex lovers that I used to love…
Hope your life is devoured in eternal mud