F Poem by Katerina Val

Flying galaxies above your head
Demented fantasies say to you are better off dead
But in the beds you are sleeping there is dripping blood
All the golden thoughts and the stable nightmares you had

So you tried it for one more time
I hope it was the last
You tried again to cross the line
When my heart was about to burst

Hanging agony above your eyes
Soaking inflammation for your drenched allies
Those nasty little creatures that have entered your gorgeous mind
for them and all the pain that they can give to you, my heart aches and dies

Silent vigilance so you can be so safe
If my plan to save you has choked your fantasy
then my fair trials have all been burnt away
the constant stress I yet can't feel
another stubborn wound that can't decide to heal

A gun that's loaded shoots your conscience
a gun destroyed that tests my patience
the self-destructive that kisses my arrogance
the self-constructive that bites my boredom's balance

Resuscitate
So I can save you when you burn
Kill and pray
So I can say you still can have your head
Stay insane
So I can say you are not yet dead

Fantasies and death
Trying to kill your self-conscience
But testing again my breath
I am not planning on leaving you that dread

The terror can hide its tail behind my fairy's net
For my protection and my care for you cannot forget
That I love you in sacrifice and regret
That I hold you in hate and in galaxy's rebirth
That galaxy of live and death above your head
Gets to my most sacred missions'
To prove you all the tears that I have shed
When between the freaky lines of safety and danger
You have put your pretty messed-up head'
Let me inform you it's clear pure hell.