Fairytales Around A Lightbulb- Whispers Poem by Cupid Missed

Whispers

The heart hides its secrets,
deep in holes the mouth doesnt know,
if only the truth in the crevice,
was finally allowed to show.

I do not love you anymore,
i love someone else,
i wish you would just go,
i would only return when everything fails.
I am looking for a reason to feel pain,
you were not my first,
i cried myself to sleep again,
its bad now, but it not my worst.

The razor blades are the instruments,
But these are the reasons i bleed.
I drink to forget the one i love,
I think of her when we kiss,
i scream at the top of my voice for no reason,
sometimes i cry so long i run out of tears.

My fear is not that all around me
will leave.
Its that the sadness they leave
will last for all the days of my life.
And break my heart.