Fathom My Pain Poem by Shilesha Johnson

Nobody takes the time out to understand
All people want is to be supplied with demand
When things are more convenient
Infesting my heart with lies that it believes in
Injecting more sweet words of nothing into all parts of me
Making it so that I can't see past the bull, because blinded eyes can't see
Nobody takes the time to fathom my pain
They see a strong individual who has been through one or two thangs
And because of it I get taken for granted
They feel the warmth of my heart ad take advantage
Sometimes I just want to float on a real cloud with my dad beside me to the gates of heaven
Because I know there God wouldn't allow me to keep stressing
I just need that temporary dose of someone real, maybe a long term addiction so I can grasp keep AND feel
Feel what it's like to have my soulmate
Someone who will love me past my pain