Feel Poem by Eudora M.A.S.S.A.

I close my ears to the sound of prejudice.
No one understands me but I feel it.
I need to slip away
Deep into the river of time...
Freezing my mind...
Trying not to remember
Because I don't want to feel.

I woke up this morning thinking about
How my life went by
How it has done me wrong.
I can't escape of more time.
I have to face it all alone.

And no matter how hard I try
I cannot make it go away
And making a memory for old time
I've done for 2 decades.

I want to escape
I want to be free
I cannot take everything
That is happening to me.

I want to escape from it
I want to freeze it
I want to hide from it
Release it
I refuse to believe this is real
I don't want to feel
Anything…Anymore

My memories are all I have
All of my laughter
All of my tears
The things I said
You would not hear
Every move I made
With every single breath
Every word that I have said
To you.

But I...
I can hardly breathe
An even breath right now.
I need to find my way out somehow
My way out of here
My way away from you

I wanna break free
I wanna leave
I don’t want to feel my heart breaking again
I don’t wanna feel
My heart crying out from pain
Seeing you leave me once again
Knowing that you don't care.

But I can't help hating you
I can't take you hurting me like you do
That is why I don't want to feel
Anything...Anymore