Feeling Low Poem by Donna Saphier

I wish someone could understand
What goes on in my head
The life I live now wasn't planned
And I wish that I was dead

I don't know what I'm doing here
Or what my purpose is
I only know that I am low
And I can't cope with this

I'm not putting on paper
What's wrong with me today
I'm just having awful thoughts
And I wish they'd go away

I am just existing
In this mighty place
Can't you tell that I'm not well
By looking at my face

When I talk to god tonight
I'll ask can I go home
I'm scared, I'm cold, I'm giving up
And I'm always on my own

I'm not gonna do something stupid
I'm not gonna fall apart
It's just that there's this aching
And it's right inside my heart

I hope that I sleep well tonight
I hope that I'm ok
But then when tomorrow comes
Well, it's just another day