Feels Like Poem by Kaspa Richards

Feels like life is finally catching up with me
Nineteen now but depression got me feeling forty three
Got a fractured mind loosing my grip on reality
Trapped inside my head with only misery for company

Feels like I should be going through a mid life crisis
But I can’t afford a sports car at those prices
Can’t have a crisis at my age I always thought
But I’ve been mentally aged by the problems life brought

Feels like I should forget my friends
Well at least until I'm on the mend
Don’t want to upset them or offend
But all I get is the fake sympathy they send

Feels like my mental problems is too complicated
I don’t let anyone in so I'm not populated
Except for one girl but my feelings have been stated
But it’s quite obvious our friendship is over rated