Fell Poem by Hakima Smaali

I've fallen once before
worked hard as I ever could
to stand up high tall
but now I'm falling once more
hardly I'm hanging
hardly i'm trying to run away

fell, I can't walk, Bearly I can crawl
fell to a deep deep hole
to a hole I'm digging on my own
let my self be a toy
in the hand of my destiny I've been a doll
I'm trying to jump out, climb up
I managed to survive before
I bearly could, so how can I do it once more? ?
I don't think I can do it

I fought the last time because I was loved
fought for my dear
but this time what's there to stay for? ?