Female Curiosity Poem by Laura arwen

In some days
I feel terribly
that nothing
can satisfy me
In bad days
I feel frustrated
to not being
busy
I try to
be strong and
proud of myself
I can survive
at my loneliness
but it's really
hard
All I want
have is independence
I wanna go
away from family
and stay on
my own
I want be
alive and active
in my loneliness
It's ridiculous to
fear the solitude
because it allows
to grow up
My company will
be enough for
myself forever
I'm used to
loneliness but in
some moment it's
heavy being lonely
I'm not worried
about my social
life
I'm not prepared
to the extreme
isolation
In this moment
the only thing
I enjoy is
dreaming
I'm fully aware
time can't be
wasted or abused
I feel incomplete
in this life