Final Thoughts Poem by Jennifer Cramer

How’s it feel?
To know that
That your picking on someone
That’s fighting a much harder battle

You didn’t know it
Because I didn’t speak up
But I felt you had the better life
Because you had friends

Even though you feel alone
You weren’t
You had a loving family
Behind you

You go to bed peacefully
I cried myself to sleep
You slept though the night
I wake up screaming

I may be smiling
I’m crying inside
I act tough
But I’m hurt

I knew too much
And forever wounded
I feel things to deeply
It kills me

I scream
And no one hears
I’m all alone
They don’t care

I’ll show you someday
And you will know it
Because I will be gone
You will win

Is this how you thought it felt?
To get into my head
To know
That you will be forever responsible

You will under stand my story
When I’m gone
See you when you’re dead
… BANG…

~2007~