Fireworks Vs. Sunshine Poem by Eli J Tod

Once
I walked through a door
Into another life
The love there seemed genuine
Oddly constant
Every single smile
Filled with love
Those smiles
That love
Given so freely
I wish to hold in my heart
Forever
I wish to stay there
Forever.
I feel you call me
My loyalty is strong
I join you in our world
With love like fireworks
Looking through my small window
Into my wishing world
Of constant sunshine.
I wish to go through
That door once more
Pull it shut
Lock it
Forget about you.
Forgive me.