First Day (My Regrets) Poem by Eman Awad

I done what possibly can be done,
but you can never force a heart to fall for you.
I thought you were hurt when i'm gone,
but i was so far from seeing what's true.
I just wanted to be loved by you only,
and no one else even now after we said goodbye.
Thinking how am i feeling so lonely,
i'm nothing with you and without you i die..
No poems or words are ever enough,
to tell of the pain inside of me now.
How can i say it's not love?
how can i get over you, how? ?
I'm missing butterflies and rainbows,
i'm missing my life, i'm missing you.
But you missed love that grows,
more eloquent and more beautiful just for you.
You missed out on the only one,
who loves you more than his own soul.
You missed out on me and you're gone,
are you missing me at all? ?
First day of being apart,
and it feels like hell, so painful for me.
Where is mercy from your heart?
how are feeling now for me? ?
I'm dying while i'm passing you by,
my love, how are you feeling? ?
It's not enough to scream and cry,
as nightmares kill my dreamings...