Five Years Poem by Denise Peralta

It’s been five years since you’ve been away. Five years that you have left without a reason. I wonder myself do I really disserve all this. All your pictures all your clothes are in the same place.
I’ve wrote you so many letters but you didn’t write me back. I phoned you but you won’t answer. Loneliness is attacking me I feel myself so desperate. I just want to know where you are if you are close or far away. I want you to come back to me.
I feel so broke deep inside without you. I don’t see the reason for living if you are not here with me. Love you to death is my mistake. I know that it might sound crazy but after all this year I still love you. Do I have fault for being happy I can’t without you anymore.
All this five years weren’t easy for me. I wake up in the morning and realize that you are not by my side. I cook for two people expecting that you will come home for dinner. I sit near the telephone bagging God for you to call.
I’ve been doing all this through five years but in all these five years my hope has grow because I know that where you are you are living the same misery like have been living in this five years.