From The Sociopaths Brain Poem by Michelle Asswit

The shadows are fading
My heart keeps on aching
The shackles getting lose
And you're here to hand me my noose
You scoff at my suffering
And my body you're hovering
Just to get a closer view
At my demise that was because of you
you left me here with nothing left to do
Don't want to get angry and blame somebody else
For things I could have avoided myself
But it's so much easier putting the weight on your shoulders
Yet I feel like my own heart's getting colder
I know..
I could have dodged this fatal bullet
I feel..
That my fantasy was becoming real
And it scared me..
That I knew so much about..
The painful truth I couldn't control
I feel like I just sold my soul
The cracks on my skin tell a story I shouldn't begin
To describe all the things that should just be ignored
But I was never one to turn a blind eye
So hand me my noose, I'll use my insanity as a justification
This universe needs beings less like me
Who get the pleasure out of pain
Who wants to do everything to manipulate
Who wants to see innocent people burn at the stake
I may be liberated but I'm still locked up
If I'm breathing in this world I'm still a slave
If my pulse is there I know I've lost the game
I believe you all when you say I'm just a waste
I'm holding in all the guilt I have to face
But guilt was never my enemy
it's always been right there for me
Loyal to me everyday
No matter how much I begged it to go away
I'm just another tortured soul
Just living among this giant plot hole
And don't even let me redeem myself
Let me go back to the stars
Let me go, go real far
Don't think twice
When you roll the dice
When you pull the trigger
Don't you dare remember
My very few good qualities
That bring back joyful memories
Just don't think twice
Don't think twice
When I'm hanging by the rope
At the edge of St. Morena
When my eyes are soulless
But you'll all see their wide open
And I'll still be judging you all
Even though I'm ready to fall
From fifty feet up the pavement
I am ready to make my payment
To the world
To the world
Here is your reimbursement