Gazing At The Stars.. Poem by Sylvi Hart

Gazing up at the stars
I'm wondering why life is so hard
I'm wondering why people aren't who they say they are
And to every simple thing there's a complicated thing
I'm thinking about my deep, personal secrets, and how nobody else knows
I'm hoping that I can trust my self with these secrets
If I can't trust my family, or my friends
Than surely I should at least be able to trust myself?
I smile to myself as I look at the stars
Millions of stars..
2000 stars for every mistake I've ever made..
1000 stars for all my regrets..
That's a lot of stars..
And yet there's not nearly enough for all the times I thought about you.