Ghost Poem by Ashley Bowen

It's dark and lonely
no one here but me
I weep with sadness
as my heart starts to sink
I sit still although I blink
and I think of you all day
and in my dreams
I wish you were here
cause I fear going on without you
you were the one who held me together
but now that you're gone
what's the point of living
I sit in the tub
fully dressed in black
once I do this there is no turning back
I feel the cold steel against my skin
with everything in me I know this is a sin
should I do this?
It's not like anyone would miss me anyways
I wanna be with you again
I can't take it anymore
I pull the blade across my wrist
I feel my pain release me
Slowly everything fades to black
I look down and I see my body
I see the red water
I'm not breathing
What have I done?
Is this what it feels like to be a ghost?