God Smiled Poem by Ray Mesa

Summon the gods, laugh out loud
Let it rot and make mother proud
I've been shot and I fell to the ground
Leave me in this grave I buried for us
I wonder into hate, I will I must
I turn to fate but it is dust
A kinder normen bates, Let it dry Let it rust
Driven beneath the frail moon
Gothic paradise has me soon
Hover over Jesus’ bed
Let him sleep, leave me dead
Can't you see me here?
Will I love again?
Can't you see me here?
Will I love you again?
Church makes me laugh
Turned me gray
She made me pray
Church turns black
And everyone is ok
She makes me sick
What do you want me to say?
I no longer give an s***
Censor me and bleep it all away
Reynolds is a small town
I was there once
She swung with me, (no sound)
God smiled and said 'enjoy my son'
I watched the moon with a hand in mine
God smiled again, but why did he lie?
I watched the moon now, watched the signs too
God smirked and said “I told you so'
Now I sleep in this room alone once again
And I pray for another person next to me
I pray for a girlfriend
I pray to be free