Goodbye Poem by Brooke Lynn Moore

In my moment of weakness, I admit I caved
But thats already a part of me that I can't change
Its hard to keep up this image that everythings okay
When its not, cuz its different, nothings the same
I used to think that this was just a phase
A phase from which I was already saved

But its not and now my wrist is numb
I realize that what I did was dumb
When I want to get away I can't run from
The person that I hate because I'm the only one
I need some help, a little, just some
Either that or give me rum

I'm forced to live my life as a lie
But I have to do it otherwise
Everything will get ruined including my life
And if that happens again I'll break down and cry
When it would be so much easier to just give up and die
In fact I think I'll do that, goodbye