Gumus Poem by Zubaida Boland

sorry for building this wall between us
sorry for addin a new brick everytime i see you
it might be my bad
but you made me do such a terrible thing
i wish i had kept my eyes closed
it might me better when talking to you

i'm trying to break this wall
and share my life with you
but something is stopping me
it makes me act so cold around you

when god takes my soul
i want to tell you
that i've always loved you
and respected you
i've once considered you my soulmate
and since i built this wall
my heart started eating itself, it's killing me
everynight my inner voice is screaming
' i miss you my dear childhood friend '