Hatred Poem by Sari Mavi

Actually I want to say to the good and sincere
But the turmoil of hatred and resentment is so strong as waves drowned myself
Chasing my breath, my lips quiver
Resist the thrill of jostling - they want to get out of the stuffy room spirit
Make my chest ached
I think I really want to vomit
Throwing up everything what I feel
Throwing up everything what I say
If in the end, also unspoken
You heard like an explosion - jarring my words or
You feel an abuse your thinking
If in the end, I get chest tightness is slowly disappearing
I went back to sane
Actually, what I want to say to the good and sincere:
'I do not care anymore! '