Here And Now Poem by Julia Pascual

Here and Now

It's just not clear to me...
Why I feel this way...
I just can't seem to see...
Why this happens everyday...

At times you're cold...
At times you're hot...
At times you're bold...
At times you're not...

At times you make me angry...
At times you make me sad...
At times you make me happy...
At times you make me glad...

You lift me high...
Then bring me down...
You make me fly...
Then make me frown...

You give me kindness...
Then make me cry...
You give me calmness...
Then tell me lies...

You raise me up...
Then let me fall...
You cheer me up...
Then let me crawl...

You give me glee...
You give me pain...
You set me free...
Then leave me in vain...

You're this and you're that...
My dream and my nightmare...
My bliss and my wrath...
My hymn and my despair...

So let's clear things...
Tell me here, tell me now...
Tell me your genuine feelings...
Were I a part of you somehow?