Hidden Personality Poem by Laura arwen

Everyone has got
a secret personality
Sometimes I'm glad
to not share
everything of my
life to someone
I feel too
much frustrated for
my chaos and
my obsessions
I don't want
to analyze my
personality because there's
nothing I can
change
There is a
bit of darkness
upon me
I live in
the illogical uncertainty
I'm not happy
with some habits
Sometimes it hurts
not to spend
money every day
But also hurts
having too much
useless stuff
There's no answer
for my hysterical
frustration
It's hard to
follow my craziness
I feel inappropriate
because I don't
have any quality
I have to
relax my mind
because I'm too
focused on something
uncontrollable
I'm aware I
don't have a
good future
I don't have
a voice of
my life course
In this period
I'm very distracted