Honey Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I dream
to be a
good cleaner and
worker
I dream to
create lovely crochet
artifacts
I don't like
to live in
the uncertainty
I need to
feel emptied of
all sensation
I want to
stay at home
forever
I have no
power to write
stories
Sometimes I feel
alien to myself
Sometimes I'm so
desperate to want
a dazzling lighting
Sometimes it's too
sad to be
alone
I need the
love of myself
I want to
spend all my
time alone
I want an
unexpected change of
my life
I want spread
the good loneliness
Sometimes I dream
to have a
wonderful love story
I don't know
if it's better
to plan every
single moment of
my life
Sometimes I'm so
obsessed from strange
wills
It's important to
be clear