How Can I... Poem by Tammi Celina Lyons

How can I understand?
There's no one
That understands me
At all.
How can I think straight?
My thoughts,
My mind starts to become
More explosive than things
That I want to say.
How can I know anything?
No one tells me anything
That involves me, my friends, nothing.
How can I dream?
I dream nightmares
That come true.
I don't get it.
How can I love?
I desire a lot of things
In life but I know
What I will never have.