How In Love I Am Poem by Desiree Whitamore

how do i get you here?
how do i say:
i love you more than you know
but you bring back all of my pain'?
i guess i should expect less
shouldn't expect to be your all
and just like with him i know
i shouldn't expect not to fall.
i know my hearts on my seleeve
but yet i hear it break
everytime you speak to me
like a man that has never changed.
you get angry with me
when i compare the two of you
and you never ever listen.
when i try and explain the truth.
but really i'm in love.
and i swear i'll do what i can
to get you heare with me
i know how in love i am.