kira kira (march 10 1995 / jonesboro)

i cry at night,
dying inside,
because of you,
i wake with a fear of sleeping again,
trying to fight,
what i hold inside,
depression is getting harder to hide,
i get chills everytime i think of you,
will i ever be okay?
will i ever forget you?
forget the pain?
i'm dead tonight,
when will i be alright?
hide my life,
my past,
my eyes,
i see you all the time in my mind,
go away,
please let me survive,
don't let me die like this,
let me change,
let me go,
i try everyday to just get away,
i'm sick of fear,
i'm sick of this pain,
leave me be,
don't make me go through that again,
please stop hurting me.