I Can'T Read You Poem by Javi Lopez

I’m not mad
I’m not upset
I”m venting my emotions
Step by step

I’m bridging my wires
As they continue to tear
While we spend more time
I feel as though I’m the only one who cares

Been a while
Oh hey...
Nice to see you again
Didn’t expect you today

Of course i get it
Avoid me for a reason
Cuz you don’t wanna see me
You only wanna see him

Or him or her
Just never come together
Even though I got your back
When things get worse or better

I’m not hating
I’m only expressing
What I was repressing
While we were together

Let my little one
Roam and Play
Little does she know
I’m fading away

While you go enjoy
I’m silent and moody
Trying to make sense of things
Things we’ve already been through

Can’t read you
The book is closed
Sweet as a rose
That’s thorns give blows

To more than just my body
I see you scaring yours
Holding your hand
To keep you from doing more

I don’t feel right being angry
I can’t get mad at you
I’m just feeling down
My heart is torn in two

Before the Midnight blues
Because all you do
Is send me mixed signals
That are confusing me

Refusing me
or Wanting me
I don’t know what you want
Lord knows whats on your mind

But I can’t judge you
and yet I still love you
I can quit you
I just wanna hug you

I just wanna hold you
Never have to say goodbye
We couldn’t say the words
Got home I began to cry

It’s never an easy thing
To leave your side
Leave those eyes
And that lovely smile

I doubt we’ll be together again for a while
Miss you i will
Admit it barely
And wish it fairly

So it may come true
So one day we can finally be

But at this rate
I’m just gonna lay here in bed
Lonely