I Cant Handle It Poem by Guadalupe martinez

I lock my heart inside my chest
And let the rivers of people flow
I lock the door
And let the fake smile fall
I break a part
Turning the light down and the music up
I begin to cry
Letting teas fall like acid rain
I can’t stop
And even after thousand tears
The pain still aches inside my chest
I feel so empty
And yet so full of pain
But nothing will change or ease the pain
Even if I cry all night
The lies you told me
The things you did
They won’t go away
But hunt me
Here in the dark as I cry
Wishing it all to be a lie
A nightmare I can’t wake up from….
I scream, I cry, I bleed
And I can’t seem to wake up
So this is reality
You are this reality
And this reality is killing me
More tears fall
More screams still to come
There is only one way to end up this
Because I cant handle this anymore
I’ll rip my heart off