I Deserve To Be Happy Poem by oloko Oyindamola

I had expected it all along
I knew i was going
to be at the receiving end again
So many question running to my mind
And i ask myself uncountable times
Do i deserve this? ? ? ?
We live in such a world
That many want to be with us
But the one we choose to be with
Gives up on us like we nothing
I stood all alone
Staring at the space for so long
I wasn't sure of anything again
But i was so sure of something
'This aren't going to repeat itself again'
Am going to stand firm to myself
Am not going to force anyone into my world
Am not going to satisfy anyone
To make them happy
Making myself dissatisfy
Am just going to live my life the way it is
And am going to squeeze every bit
Of happiness in it
If anyone wants me
They've got to fight for me
Prove to me that am worth billions of others
I also deserve to be happy
,,,, I whispered to myself'