I Did It For You Poem by Abby Sze

You know I did it for you
All of it for you

Years go by and I have changed
More hustle and self discipline to get in the game
My mom said all my head spinning only money
She don't know how much more money I'm still craving
My friend said I'm not the same
She don't know how much I hated my old face

I have changed, from that day
When I couldn't pay for a better doctor
That he only typed on the computer
Issuing to you the medicine he don't care
With his eyes frozen in the dead air
Ripping my heart into pieces

I have changed, from that day
That morning you looked straight at me
Big eyes filled with sadness
You spoke no words but I heard you're yelling
I neglected
At that moment, I'm destined to lose you forever

I have changed, today
I have got what it takes to provide
But I don't have you
And I know I did all of it, not for you
I know I did it all for me
To fill all the regrets
When I still got that time with you