I Don'T Know.. Poem by Heather Cropper

i dont know who i am,
i dont know why im here,
i dont know if theres a way,
i dont know the meaning.

i look around,
i fall to the ground.
i get back up,
not to 'fess up.

i try to tell you,
why i am so blue.
but you would just laugh,
not thinking its that bad.

i think about the messes,
when i never confess.
i start to cry,
when there's none to defy.

i sit when i lie,
i laugh when i try.
theres no one to say,
or even to portray.

i imagine me coming home,
just so i wont be alone.
i feel so confused,
when i tell the truth.

the sense i make,
is complex as a cake.
i can never be understood,
when i hide under the hood.

i dont know who i am,
i dont know why im here,
i dont know if theres a way,
i dont know the meaning.