I Know Poem by Kwenadi Gaaje

I haven't been a perfect partner
I haven't been a lady you met few years ago
Haven't been a queen you betrothed to marry
Haven't been myself.
I know.

Burden carried on my shoulder is much heavier
I cannot hold it ant longer
I need not use a spear
to stab you inthe back
Neither do I wish to keep peace with lies.

The sensitivity of your heart
I failed to protect
Love I betrothed to give fell between cracks of my sob eyes.
Oath I betrothed to keep kept lies and deceit.

Vow I made with you - Still stand
Amour still stand for me to try again
Yet! Drifting apart is the soulthat kept unkept secrets for so long.

It's a pain me
In your eyes is going to be a shame!
I know
Oh! How do I break the chain of lie without causing pain?

Will you be able to swallow the truth?
Will I stand back to take the blame?
How dare I plan to keep this for any longer? ?