I Know Myself Poem by Laura arwen

There seems to
be no future
for me in
the present world
For me it's
very important the
safety of the
house
I'm frightened by
change but also
from life itself
For me there
is no possibility
of any kind
in this world
too advanced
I would be
happy if I
spend all my
life at home
but I can
not
I am fully
aware of not
having special skills
I do not
think I can
fully enjoy my
solitary life although
it is too
expensive
Gets on my
nerves the people
who pretends all
the others and
then is not
satisfied
Whenever I go,
I feel inappropriate
and exploited unnecessarily
Sometimes is unbearable
the irritations towards
work because I
would not be
allowed to rest
For me is
more important to
read and write
all day than
doing other activities
At this time
for me it
is impossible to
think about work