I'M Sorry... Poem by Marria Attar

I’m sorry
I’m sorry for breaking your heart
I thought I was being smart
Thinking that ignoring you would do any good
But I would take it all back if I could
I’m sorry for hurting you all this time
Maybe you thought I was pleased but in fact I was never fine
I’m sorry for not being there
But this didn’t mean that I didn’t truly care
Every morning I woke up all alone
Hesitating if I should pick up the phone
To talk to you or even say hi
But then I’ll put it down and start to cry
I thought that you’d never want talk to me again or even want to hear my voice
I tried to do everything I could until I had no other choice
But to try to completely forget about you
And later realized that that was totally impossible to do
Will you ever forgive me for being so unfaithful to you?
And will you ever believe that the love between us was true?